I don't have as much time to reflect on life as I used to because
my mind is often consumed with thoughts of construction. Once in a
while I have an insatiable hunger to reflect and journal... like I need
an entire day to decompress from my life, like floating up above it so
that I can look down upon myself and my life and be more sober about
what I have been living for. My consolation from working 55-60 hours a week is that I am making money which is being invested into the Kingdom and will bear fruit, God is creating something beautiful and useful inside of me, and that this job may only be for a season. Who knows where God may call me or why. Well, with my long hours, I have been thinking more about time.
Time management seems to be something that everyone is continually refining in their lives, and I definitely want to improve mine. The way I spend my time ebbs and flows between different pursuits and relationships, never quite settling down. Maybe it will someday once first priorities become more pronounced, thus demoting frivolous pursuits which may currently be seemingly critical to my happiness. I am not full or worry or fear over this, but just want to make good choices. I have grace for myself.
This is how I desire to stack my priorities as far as how I use my time:
- Getting up at 5:45 every morning so that God can breathe life into me for my day ahead
- Getting 7-8 hours of sleep every night ( I allow myself 1 or 2 late nights per week where I get less)
- Work 7am to 6pm, use my lunch hour wisely to rest, run errands or eat with people
- Spend time with my community meaning Priscilla first, my small group, Berto's small group, roommates, friends from church, phoning friends afar
- Not simply vegging out when I get home from work, but continuing to let my brain switch be turned on. I'm still learning the whole rest/work dynamic, and what sabbath really means, and what God meant when he said work 6 days and rest 1.
Questions still unanswered:
- For how long will I let the stack of unopened envelops next to my laptop pile up?
- How will I make the time to read good books? I enjoy theology but need something that I haven't already read. Of you have a good recommendation, and I mean good... lend it to me. Something meaty, deep, challenging and no fluff please.
- Having more clarity on what to say yes to and what to say no to. I feel like I have been saying "no" more often lately.
In other news, there is a major (often unrecognized) holiday next Wednesday which I think you should all look up and celebrate. An incredible and beautiful event happened on this day many years ago.
More news... I am looking to purchase a car in the very near future. I want a smaller car, good on gas mileage but not too dorky-looking, 4 door, and air conditioning. That last one is the major factor in me desiring to do this very very soon! I cant go anywhere without sweating. I used to be more okay with that, but things are different now

. Seriously considering the Mazda 3.
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